Front

Front 

I'll put on a good one

Act like my oscillations are purposeful because

Allegedly

They are

Mine

Is the party line

All things work together, when He heals me, I'll be fine

So, I

Try

To moderate my whines

Stay positively focused and just maximize my time

I guess I hedge my bet

If I misheard, I won't regret

The moments I spend with us

The comedy we create

The places that we go

The memories that we make

The smiles that I give you and

The love that I receive

I live life so I'll not regret the fact that I believe

I'll call it a front, but is it stubbornness in me

that refuses to be mourned while I continue to breathe

and says I'll enjoy it all, nothing takes me from me

Is it faith that says I will be healed while falling to the ground

Is it joy that makes me cherish every friendship that I have found

Is it love, true love for the person that I've been

for the one's who let me know that someway I inspire them

Whoa, I'll call it a front because it's the part I play,

Because the real is too heavy for me to wear upon my face.