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Just when I thought I had the fat girl within/without subdued...My girl Scout Cookies came in!

Recap

I was reading over some of my old blogs today and I thought about the things I'd been through over this past year. It was ridiculous, tumultuos and downright stupid at times. I don't know if you guys can tell but last year was a whole one maybe even two. I'm better for it all, if nothing else I got to know myself alot better. So let's recap...

March 29, 2005- I had just quit my job, was doing grad school. Now it's 2006, I'm right back at the job I quit but in a much better position. I've just started my thesis.

March 30-31, 2005- Went to Boston, lost my luggage, came back from Boston, got luggage back. No harm, no foul.

April 2, 2005- My cousin turned 21, we took forever getting dressed, yeah we still do that. In fact, just this weekend we hit a record time of 4 and a half hours.

April 10, 2005- I contemplate/research the DL. Get some interesting findings, made information available to all. Some people never learn.

April 13, 2005- I had sushi, I never ate raw fish again but I did find my sushi-like substance. Rolled up fried shrimp and cucmber. Pretty good ey? At this point I figured out that I was trying a lot of new stuff, and that was only the beginning.

There were two more blogs in April, I had no job then no wonder.

May 02, 2005-Pink Elephants, Oh if I could only explain the internal/external drama that was behind that blog. Though that elephant is still alive, I allowed it to grow so much that I can't see the person on the other side of it. It's good that way.

May 10, 2005- At this point I really lost my mind. I blogged about English slang to cover for myself.

May 18, 2005- I returned to my estranged job. Was apparently quite bitter and angry about my manless status. That might have been backlash from elephants and mind losing.

May 31, 2005- The usual vanity. I was a cute baby, I'm a fine adult.

June 02, 2005- I was empathetic and decided that that was not a good thing.

June 11, 2005- Guys called me an hour after I gave them the number, I thought it was strange. Guys were calling me, why was I tripping?

June 16, 2005- While talking to said guys, one was what I thought was ideal, another was the antithesis. Overall they both flopped, oh well.

June 21, 2005- Started hitting it hard at the gym, but killed my ankle. OUCH!!!

July 13, 2005- Updated you all on the haps. I was being 22 and it was killing me, I was going to the gym regularly. I had pulled it back together. I talked about marriage, this year was not a good year for people who know me to be married. Somehow however my outlook on it has gotten better. I think my "don't do that list" has helped me identify some key issues that I need to avoid.

September 16, 2005- I became full time at my job, began accruing benefits and no doubt. I pondered the concept of friendship w/benefits and I now know beyond a shadow of a doubt that no is the answer.

September 26, 2005- Ann got gamed. Tina and John got some.

October 31, 2005- After 3 weeks in seclusion I emerged with one of my best blogs ever. I mused on Care Bear Staring, Easter, Gogurt, etc.

November 4, 2005- I vacuumed in the middle of the night my neighbors hated it.

November 22, 2005- I blasted on my the people I work with. We have a love-hate relationship. They love to annoy me, I hate the fact that they're allowed to.

December 5, 2005- People tried to change my beliefs, I didn't get it.

January 2, 2006- Happy New Year! I took great pictures.

January 27, 2006- I was tired, my body was not, worked out a bit, I was fine.